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G-rossssssss [01 Nov 2004|07:20pm] [ mood | excited ] " i could go for some mcdonalds" "yuckk!. i hate mcdonalds." "do you like meat?" "yeah, i love meat" WELL THEN I GOT SOME MEAT RIGHT HERE FOR YOU! 2 sour lemons turned to lemonade

my 6 amigos [03 Sep 2004|07:49pm] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | say anything ] megan searles . 12 years of my life you have been my other half and you still are my other half .even though we are a little bit different now, but if we were the same we would never be able to work.<3morethanlife alexandra twist i have known you for a little bit but we have become soo close i think if i didnt have you i would go crazy and do terrible stuff and i love you soo much. i am always here for you if you ever need someone to LISTEN to your issues..<3alwaysandforever heather schuffle(?) me and you are like two pees in a pod.even though you made some new friends i hope you dont forget that you still have your other ones..(i just worry) you are and amazing person and i would be just as lost if i didnt have you too.<333dontforgetus morgan pecknolad(?). i love you to death and i think you are beautiful. i am not as close to you as i would like to be. but i know that i can always trust you and that you are a really good person!<3niggalove tara mccluskey. we become super close this last year and we had our ups and downs. i miss you like crazy and i am glad to know that you really care about me too. i wish just like you that we could be "fab 5" once again and have that friendship back. i love and miss you<33 hannah london. you are soo special to me and just how you care soo much for everyone is freaking awesome. i have soo much fun with and hope you know that i am always here for you..<33 these are the girls that i hold close to my heart and love them soo much if i didnt have them i would probably not be doing to well.i love you guys so much and i am always here for you.. if i didnt mention you it doesnt mean i dont love you! <3allie and danny you equal my brother.(like really)<33 9 sour lemons turned to lemonade

[30 Aug 2004|10:18pm] it feels like i dont need to be around anymore. i have never felt so alone/mad/scared/empty/sad.ect.

[21 Aug 2004|02:06am] my mom told my dad that she knew that he was cheating on her. i have no more family. <3allie 9 sour lemons turned to lemonade

[16 Aug 2004|08:35pm] [ mood | crappy ] i want it to be fall.. i <3 earth tones. i want to be were you are..i hate knowing that when october comes you will be on the other side of the country. i dont know why you affected me the way you did.<3 my fake family blows. i hate the pretending . i know that in the long run this is going to fuck me up more than i already am. school=shitfacedpeople.shitteacher.shitwork. maath=100%happiness fuck<3you alexandra may turned to lemonade

[12 Aug 2004|12:54am] long talk with alex and nicky. it was really nice to be able to talk to them .. <33 very lost right now but i am sure i will get over it.. anyone who wants to kill me for $10 why dont you just do it for free you fucking shit face..godddddddddddddd! <3allie 2 sour lemons turned to lemonade

[07 Aug 2004|04:20pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | brand new - play crack the sky ] i think that the truth is im scared i think im just scared to live i think that the truth is im scared i think that the truth is IM EVERYTHING I HATE i am so sorry . i thought by not telling you. that it would go away and i need you with me here..cause you were keeping me together right now in all my hard times. and i guess i proved my slef right again there will never be anything good in my life that doesnt come to a bitter end.. sorry<3 5 sour lemons turned to lemonade

miss you tons [06 Aug 2004|12:40am] a few pictures from today out on the boat. i only put a few cause i am to lazy to put the rest up. </3allie> alex <3s birds .this is for you 3 sour lemons turned to lemonade

blood is sweeter than honey [20 Jul 2004|12:08am] i do not regret the things i do.. soo i will never regret what happened on saturday night.. to me it was not a big deal just a kiss.(ill admit,weird). but to other people it was a big deal.. it seems like you hate me now and it also seems like you never trusted me in the first place soo thats why i dont worry about it to much . and i really want to talk to you cause i am having a lot of doubts about things.. or maybe i am just thinking about things excessively i still like you to much . more than i should..<33 fuck you guys.. 15 sour lemons turned to lemonade

GLODRUSH "04" [06 Jul 2004|12:16am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | CNN ] okay so i am here in ATL..woooo not really ..but i am kinda gald i am here i really needed this alot ..i think its the one thing that really gets me back in line with my life.. umm i want to see bryan really bad like i am going crazy! but it seems like when we talk that he doesnt even like me anymore..i hope this is not the case.. <3allie calll me! 10 sour lemons turned to lemonade

happy w/ you [28 Jun 2004|09:02pm] i would be lying to my self if i thought i could find someone better than you... <3 "when you're away when I am missing you to death When you are out there on the road for Several weeks of shows " <33allie 5 sour lemons turned to lemonade

in lack of a better word........love [20 Jun 2004|01:13am] [ mood | content ] this summer i just dont know what to expect.. there is alot to expect, but then at the same time there is not that much stuff to really be expecting or really be able to look forword to. why do you have to go away? you SUCK..<3 <3allie 1 sour lemons turned to lemonade

fuck you [11 Jun 2004|01:43am] i hate joes luis martinotti a LOT.. he doesnt even deserve to be my dad.. i wish i could disown him.. but not to worry kids i am a vrey passive person and tomorrow this will be as if it never happened! this summer is going to suck the big one: no mgean ann searles HOMEWORK........wtf and bryan is going to be gone for a long time and i wish i could fit in his pocket to go with him like even if he didnt want me there...cause i like him soo much and he makes me soo happy. on the plus side i have morgan heather alex and tara again . i love you guys..aaf <3allie 7 sour lemons turned to lemonade

TIDMARSH [06 Jun 2004|11:51pm] [ mood | missing you guys! ] happy birthday morgan! i miss you but i also miss heather,alex,and tara. i wish it could be like old times or at least that one time when we all went out to fridays then the mall after.whoa that was like that most fun i have ever had..WHAT THE CRAP HAPPENED...? <3allie bryan..<3 1 sour lemons turned to lemonade

.. : ) ... [31 May 2004|10:18pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | the fall of troy ] this weekend was good. well school is almost over and i cant wait. this summer should be awesome. bryan makes me really freaking happy. and i want to have more sleep overs that are not just long movies nights. heathers bed...! <3allie 1 sour lemons turned to lemonade

geeeee! [19 May 2004|10:03pm] Things with DEAN have been going very awesome. i love to hang out with you , you make me very happy even thought you think i dont like you at all.. well DEAN you are very wrong and i hope things just get better from here . i am sure they will. o yeah DEAN, you are freakishly HOTT..wow you make my day eveyday! thanks <333333 i really miss the "fab 5" what happened? and katie i love you! o yeah one more thing change the dean.. to BRYAN ADAMS!!!<3333 <3allie 13 sour lemons turned to lemonade

[16 May 2004|09:16pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | blink182- adams song ] this weekend. friday after school i went and saw my boyfriend, which i might add that i like alot. friday night i went and saw " THE BOY FRIEND" it was put on by american heritage. wow! is all i can say. they have an amazing program there.:) saturday went to bryans and hung out then went to the mall with renee erin danny and bryan. i like them. saturday night i went to a show with my loves heather morgan and katie.. no alex or tara i miss you guys ALOT wow there are some girls that are really pretty on the outside but on the inside they suck at life, and that goes straight to pam t. you are a fucking pile of shit.. uh in other words i had a good weekend and i love my friends <3allie 6 sour lemons turned to lemonade

[13 May 2004|06:09pm] [ mood | horny ] amazing day at HIGH schoool or after school .. more or less it was a goood day ! i really want to go to ft myers... well just maybe i will go ... YAY! if i do . right bryan YAY! <3333333333333333alexandra 2 sour lemons turned to lemonade

[10 May 2004|01:21am] [ mood | scared ] [ music | love songs ] i am soo sorry to the people who are firends with me. i am sorry about friday night . i love love love alex tara heather morgan more than anything i am so sorry for being that way. i am not going to let it happen again. i know what your thinking danny if you read this... anyways you guys mean the world to me and i would do anything for you guys .. i feel soo bad , one time more i freaking LOVE you guys ...ahh i am gay sorry <3 alexandra 8 sour lemons turned to lemonade

[08 May 2004|02:59pm] [ mood | good ] i am going to miss andrea cortes soo much next year ! mainsfield was good, first time i saw them. i am sure you guys will do awesome tonight...! bryan we never sleep in the grass again! but we still made the BEST OF IT! uhh i am watching a bunch of little kids tonight i am going to shoot my self by the time this night is over... BLINK-182... i get to see travis barker in person. but from 43895724 ft away . i dont care, cant wait 4 sour lemons turned to lemonade

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